Jiah Khan's mother, Rabia Khan found six pages of the letter

Jiah Khan's mother, Rabia Khan found six pages of the letter box a wallet when she was looking for poems written by Jiah which would be read at a prayer meeting held yesterday.

To all concerned ,

Some sections of the media and some people from the film industry are speculating that Jiah daughter committed suicide because of depression related to his career. But the truth is that it happened only by trauma and abuse he suffered at the hands of Suraj Pancholi Aditya Pancholi and his father. 
This Jiah know that he shared with his sisters and I, and also the letter written by the same Jiah I attached here, which was found three days later by my youngest daughter in a box of a wallet belonging to Jiah, when he was looking for some poems written by Jiah to be read in the prayer meeting. 
've decided to publish this letter to everyone can know the truth behind the tragedy of my daughter.

Following is a transcript of the handwritten letter Jiah: .. I am also enclosing photocopies of the actual manuscript pages of his letter

Sincerely 
Rabiya Khan

Jiah's letter to Suraj Pancholi

" I do not know how to say this to you, but I can do it now, because I have nothing to lose.I've lost everything. If you are reading this and I could have gone or be about to do. I'm broken inside. You may not know this, but deeply affected me to a point where I lost myself in love. However, you tortured me every day. These days, I see the light I wake up not wanting to wake up. There was a time in my life I saw you, a future with you. But you broke my dreams. I feel dead inside. I have never given so much of myself to someone I cared so much. You gave me back my love with deception and lies. No matter how many gifts you gave or how beautiful she looked for you. I was afraid of getting pregnant, but I gave myself completely to pain causabas me every day, you destroyed every part of me, destroyed my soul. I can not eat or sleep or think or operate. I'm running away from everything. The race is worth even more. When I met you I got carried away by ambition and discipline. Then I fell for you, a love that I thought would get the best of me. I do not know why fate brought us together. After all the pain, the rape , abuse, torture I've seen previously did not deserve this. I saw no love or commitment on your part. I became more and more afraid to hurt me mentally or physically. His life was only parties and women. Mine was you and my job. If I stay here I will wish and wonder. So I'm telling my 10-year career and dreams goodbye. I never told you but I got a message about you. About deceived me. I decided to ignore it, I decided to trust you. I am ashamed. I was never, never with anyone else. I am a loyal person.I never knew anyone in Karthik just wanted you to feel how you make me feel constantly. No other woman will give everything I have done or will love you like I did. I can write in my blood. Things were looking up for me here, but it's worth it when you constantly feel the pain of anguish, when the person you love wants to abuse you or threaten to hit or tells you other girls are pretty or kicked out of their home when you have no where to go and has come to them for love or when you lie to your face or chase him in his car. Or disrespectful to his family. You never met my sister. I bought these to her sisters. You broke my heart. I have no reason to breathe. All I wanted was love. I did everything for you. I was working for us. But never were my partner. My future is ruined my happiness was snatched. I always wanted the best for you, I was willing to spend the little money they had in their improvement. Never you appreciated my love, you gave me a kick in the face. I have no confidence or self-esteem, independent talent independently of ambition you threw it all away. You have destroyed my life. It hurt so much that I waited ten days, and you never bothered to buy anything. The trip to Goa was my birthday, but even after I cheated on you yet spent. 've aborted our baby when I hurt him deeply . You destroyed my Christmas and my birthday dinner when I returned. When I tried my best to make your special birthday. You chose to be away from me Valentine. You promised me that once a year we did we would engage. Everything you want in life are the parties, the women and their selfish motives. All I wanted was you and my happiness and you took her as far away from me. I spent money which you selflessly threw me in the face. The cry for you. I have nothing left in this world to live after this. I wish I had loved as I have loved you. I dreamed of our future. I dreamed of our success. I leave this place with nothing but broken dreams and empty promises. All I want now is to go to sleep and never wake up again. I am nothing. He had everything. I felt so alone even with you. You made ​​me feel alone and vulnerable. I am much more than that "